Monday, May 30, 2005
... and here i am. sumtimes i forgot to blog and other times i was juz to lazy to type in www.blogdrive.com in the search space.
anyways, a recap on the past week:
tuesday
all papers were ok. 3rd driving lesson which rocked cuz i drove from sg dua back to my house front under the pouring rain and manual cars are dope sial!
wednesday
add maths was better than the pervious paper but still wasnt easy. sej wasnt easy too. *sobz*
thursday
mod maths was irritating!! lazy to go into the details. phy was ok, est was ok, chem was so fcuked up! cant bliv that i tot i was good in chem. i juz realized i SUCK at it T_T but then again, i'm beginning to realize that i'm good in physics :D
friday
teacher's day. very boring compared to previous years. and yesh. my beloved friends really made me laugh at my 'scar' hahahah. also had a nice gossiping sessino wiv ah yeap n photo-taking session wiv da circle. asyikin n i were the mc's and frankly, i tot we sucked but who cares hahaha. performances were really boring. talk about having 4 malay songs, 1 english song and 2 indian dances. burh.
anyway, a great week as i din hav any tuition or piano except for arun. muahah :D
saturday
went out wiv chong first. ate at sushi king den tai joined us. after that met up wiv drew n *jeng jeng* there goes the virginity of drew's cartilage and mine too. but damn, i pierced it too high. but den again even if i did pierce it lower, i'd still have to omuch space. so no matter what i cant make 7 holes on my ear. now therez guin be 9 *sobz* then watched star wars together wiv ed too. and utt, josh they all were also watching the same show in the same cinema. star wars 3 was ok ler. not as great as i expected and there were plenty of silly parts. oh well. after that went to eat dinner at gurney drive there. den went to kelvz hse to go jamming. jamming was real great tho i screwed up alot of my parts hahah.
will write about sunday later. anywayz, the fusion party is on in 6 hours time!! woot woot! i juz cant wait heheh ;)
zhuzzhhuu wrote at 01:14 pm
I JUZ CRIED!!!!!!!!!!! *sob sob*
why? cuz of a japanese cartoon by studio ghibli called "Tombstone of Fireflies" which had a very very sad ending!! *sobz* seriously, it was so sad even my mummy cried! :'(
well, studio ghibli is like umm lucas films or whatever. these pple create cartoons ler like anybody remember that show 'Spirited Away'? yeah, same creators. i love studio ghibli cartoon movies, they're juz so good! itz the animation and the story line which really makes us put our mind into it ya know. so i was feeling kinda bored this morning and wanted to watch a show or smth when i saw "Howl's Moving Castle" amongst the dvd's daddy bought. i watched it before but thought mayb i should watch it again. turns out there were no subtitles for the show eventhough i already know the story so instead i decided to watch the vcd's that i din watch yet in the studio ghibli set that monica lent me back in january when parents went to US haha (i'll return it to her as soon as i finish all of them keke)
today i watched tombstone of fireflies and itz juz so touching and sad! the story line would probably be a common one but.. i dunno, it juz made me cry!! ok so the story is about this boy named Nii-CHan. it was during a war (i wouldn't say it'd be world war 2 but it might be, cuz it din really say). japan was being bombed n all and it was a very tough time living at that period. then the area the boy was living got bombed, he n sis were fine but the mummy was very very very badly and severely burnt. talk about being burnt from the waist up! they hadta bandage the whole body and not only was it bleeding but it was rotting as well! so they hadta send the mum to a hospital sumwhere else but eventually she died, not only of the burnings but she had a bad heart as well. the dad wasn't around cuz he was in the marines fighting in the war. so Nii-Chan hadta stay with the aunt together wiv the sis. the aunt was nice to them at first, den she started being a bitch by selling off his mum's clothes to buy rice AND use that rice to cook for HER family instead as she sed those who serve in the war deserve to eat more than those who dun do anything but lay about at home (Nii-Chan and the sis in this case). then she started nagging and insulting and scolding them till they moved out.
they stayed in this shelter thingy ler at a small hill, they bought utensils and stuff like that and the sis started to have rashes (unknown cause). so the bro took care of the lil sis and alwiz went into town to buy food for her. when they kuden find any place who sold food , he ven stole vege juz for the lil sis. n the lil sis was getting sicker by the day as she started to have more rashes and more diarrhoea. the story goes on n on about their lives until the bombings stopped, japan surrendered and Nii-Chan found out that his dad died as all the cruisers were sunk. if that wasn't sad enuff, the sis became even more ill and even the doctor din bother bout her. after bringing back food specially for the sis, she was too weak and eventually she died (this is the part where i couldn't take it anymore!). so yeah. she got cremated and all the flashbacks bout the lil sis came on. *sobz*
well, i'm not really good in describing or summarizing story lines but thatz how the story goes. actually u peepz shud watch it ler though mayb the cartoons arent really that dope compared to other cartoons. i'd say itz smth like anime but i prefer this to other typical anime anytime!
zhuzzhhuu wrote at 01:09 pm
If I Told You
If I told you that I love you
Would you still be here with me?
Standing by my side enjoying the gentle breeze
If I told you that I love you
Would you still be holding me close?
To make me cherish the soft touch of someone I loved the most
If I told you that I need you
Would you still give me a chance?
To show how much you mean to me in every single glance
If I told you that I need you
Would you still be true to your heart?
And say it from your soul that you promise we'll never part
If I told you that I want you
Would you think back about the times?
When I always made you happy and was always in your mind
If I told you that I want you
Would you push away the present?
To give the past another try to make our future pleasant
If I told you that I'm sorry
Would you give me another try?
To make you smile from day to day and never let you cry
If I told you that I'm sorry
Would you bring the memories back?
And understand how I felt that time when i was a total wreck
If I told you that I love you
Would you still be here with me?
Where 30th June 2005 would be our 4th year anniversary
If I told you that I love you
Would it make a difference too?
If I told you that I love you, would you say you loved me too?
copyright (C) of chan zhu may @ zhuzhu - 1.17am/22052005
zhuzzhhuu wrote at 12:26 pm
"Ok good and thanks. Your servitude to me will be rewarded. Rise paduan. I shall promote thee to rank of jedi knight.".....no, i'm not pasting the lyrics by maroon 5 :D
yesterday went to gurney because of the dance thing by rexona n hitz.fm hehe. almost won rm300!!! but it was won by sum breaker (not fair!!) *sobz* :'( juz had to go thru challenges nia. my challenge was to dance wiv that kuda kepang thingy ahaha there were a couple of girls who really were funny la.. the way they acted roflmfao if behbeh, looloo n barney were there they'd laugh their asses off ahahah. well, made a new fren which was cindy (sing yee) from cpt. actually heard about her for a very very long time since i was like f1 or f2 but now i've met the real person kekeke. the final challenge was to copy the guy's dance moves but he fcukin did breakdance!! so not fair!! *sobz* :'( oh well, duznt matter newayz. in the end, all 4 of us (me, cindy, charmaine and sum dude) got deodarants hahaha
newayz talking bout this dance thingy, i really wanna join it so badly. but the thing is, there muz be a team of 4 pple. the audition is in kl on 18th june and who would wanna join it? asked hs d but he dun think he could make it. now waiting for khing's reply. seriously, this is like, a very big opportunity and challenge for me cuz i've never taken part in any real dance competition before (gatherings n campfires dun count). not only that, it'll also give me a new exposure in the real dancing world. i've always wanted to dance on a more advance level cuz i duno, i'm zjus so into dancing juz as i'm into music. but oh well, guess i couldn't join it anymore *sob sob* itz a real bummer but mayb there are other chances in the future? *sighs*
anywayz after that, spent the day at home. din go jamming cuz mummy wuden let me. had to study anyway. ate dinner at pg club, the italian food *yummy as usuals, Mmmm* and watched star wars episode II (i think). anakin was HOT. oh and talking about hot, the new guys that came in in average joe 2: hawaii are gorgeous!!! they're hot, handsome, and have abs!!! usually i dun like guys with abs but they were an exception *droool* you shud check it out, 8tv every tues 10-11pm. and the new show madagascar looks so cute! *sings "i like to moove it moove it! you like to moove it moove it!" hahaha
oh and kelvyn is mad, mad, MAD!! he's purely and clearly INSANE!!! last nite he called up and asked if i could go jamming today. so i said i'd let him know this morning cuz mummy was sleeping. juz now i msged him saying i could go and this is his reply:
KELVYN IS MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
zhuzzhhuu wrote at 12:18 pm
(1) was smth bout describe a STREET you know -- how the hell am i guinna describe a road??
(2) smth bout progress brings benefits
(3) qualities of a TRUE malaysian -- hahaha, i'd hav definately written alot like booger-picking, public-farting, spewtum-spitting (duno how to spell the first word haha) etc keke *evil grin*
(4) PETS =S
(5) an original story bout how waiting is important
so i immediately scratched out the first 3 and actually considered bout writing on pets but heck, i din even know what to write about so yeah, i did the only thing i'd ever n usually do which is to write fictional stories and crap the entire way. but my essay was more non-fictional until the ending haha. well, nobody reads it except ME XP modern maths however was quite good for me, cuz i could do all the questions except for a few (and no, i'm not showing off again) and u know, no offence to my friends but i seriously find it damn irritating and not to mention intimidating when so many pple do more than what is actually needed. example: if u're only suppuz to answer 1 out or 2 essays, they do 2. if there were 2 sections of the same kind, they do 4 essays.
WHERE DOES ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD COME FROM???
it's even more intimidating and pressuring when you hear people discuss bout hte answers; it makes me feel so stupid ya know *sobz*
newayz, 2nd driving lesson today. b4 i left met behbeh who cycled past my house heheh. was wondering wat kinda psycho person was cycling and smiling at me hehehe today my lesson was real good. different instructor tho; mr. lim's elder brother (no wonder they looked alike haha) newayz, yeah, slope was still sucky but bearable, parking was good, 3 point turning was good and yes! i could drive on the road with noooooo worries hehe. did 40km/h on the road and went a lil fast to 50 which i had to slow down in the end hahah. yay, i'm getting excited muahah and yesh, manual is definately so much nicer than auto.. i'm luvin it! XD
zhuzzhhuu wrote at 11:21 pm
....... is that how people's mouths get twisted like =S? hahaha *lame*
today, as usual, i snoozed myself to sleep 6 times and had a very interesting dream about x-men. daniele was jubilee, i was rogue, sumbody i cant remember who was storm and professor x was actually magneto (with a very smal head wiv no facial features which looked like a brown jellybean) in disguise and hahaha id uno, sum stupid dream. was enjoying it tho cuz i actually had powers HAHA
chemistry was CRAP. pure crap! it's like
bull + shit ---> bullshit
and to think that i was confident in chemistry, had studied very early for it, and am considerably good in it, in a sense that it's the only science subject out of the 3 that i understand the most and easiest. but noooooooo, my brain cells which contained all the information about chemistry were having an orgy probably somewhere in my medula oblongata (u know, tindakan LUAR KAWAL) anbd yes, i mixed up alot of my facts, did silly careless mistakes which i shall not forgive myself for and the worst part is, the essays were mixed up! it's preposterous! i mean, how can u mix in questions from two separate chapters together?
for eg: the essay that i did in section C, firstly asked about the reactivity of the elements in the 1st group and the 17th group (ok, this is literally translated from bm so sue me, it;'s the msian education system!). fine, i coudl do that tho i did a slight mistake in one of the elaborations. but after that, they ask what kinda aloy do they use for making aeroplanes!! (i dun remember reading that at all) and then they ask what are the usages of sulfuric acid in our every day lives! (and i sooooooooooooooo dun remember reading that as well), oh cuz u know why? CHAPTER 8 FORM 4 wasnt in the list of the narrowed down topics!! *sobz*
they cant do this man. it'z juz not right! they cant juz mix up topics like these.. ish! but surprisingly, physics was a breeze for me :D probably tnx to mel who went through the fridge thing with me juz b4 the exam, and i finished the whole f4 and went through it again last nite but din touch f5 at all but hey, i could actually do the paper! of course, the were certain questions which i din know how to do like the gelombang stuff (no surprise, i suck at gelombang) and the haba thingy (cuz i forgot the formulas). ok, u could say i'm crazy or over confident or trying to act smart but seriuosly, i COULD DO the paper. its the only paper which i'm proud of so far bcuz itz the only paper where i could do the paper 3 and paper 2 compared to the other subjects. but yeah, i'm not that confident of getting high results for physics anyway. but hopefully it'll be of satisfaction.
piano was ok. there was improvement in my pieces muahah. newayz she's taking another one week leave nex week cuz she's guin to shanghai. damn.. she's really um.. i duno the word. she takes alot of leaves, she dun do replacements, she's 'lou mor' (what'z it called in english?) and she's overcharged! *sobz* what to do.. haih.. but she's still good any how..
tuition was enlightening. i think i'm becoming to like pysics now. ever since i went to arun, i could understand every thing he sed (remembering is another haha) but yeah.. he's a great teacher. mayb i'm better off at physics than chemistry anywayz hahah. oh well, i'm suppuz to be good in physics anyway cuz of my engineering stuff.
so yeah, had a short chat wiv aaron after tuition and currently watching tv. already revised my mod maths b4 piano but will go thru certain topics again later. till then, toodles~
zhuzzhhuu wrote at 12:22 am
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